February 2012
My mind: look at you ew so fat ugh obese fucking bitch you have no self-control you are fatter than everyone hahahaha nobody likes you lose weight fattie or you might aswell kill yourself ew look you're disgusting you need to be punished lol don't eat food you're already fat enough ew god everyones hates you because you're fat you'll never achieve anything you fucking fat failure god listen to me food is bad skinny is good ew you've eaten? what the fuck were you thinking you're not allowed to eat ugh just go purge before your fat self sucks up even more fat from that food
Me: ok
Every calorie matters.
Anonymous asked: Hey there beautiful, hope you're having a good day or at least a relatively okay one. Love you! <333
“There is a kind of crying I hope you have not experienced, and it is not just...”
– Lemony Snicket (via dionysvs)
the pain is still in my tummy and it's showing no...
branchesandbirdcages1 asked: I know exactly how you feel :/ I'm the same, I know my headache will go away if I just eat something, anything, even something small but I just can't :/
Anonymous asked: Again, I don't care what you or anyone else thinks, but you are incredibly gorgeous. I hope you're doing alright <333
I feel awful and sick and I know if I just ate something the sickness would go away but I just can’t deal with the calories
The more I purge the worst the pain in my tummy gets but I just can’t help but be triggered.
There’s these 2 girls having a conversation on my twitter homepage and saying things like ‘no carb diet going to lose 7ibs this week’ then the other one replied ‘no way will you lose that in one week it took me two weeks and I’ve been having 500 calories a day’ does anyone else understand why this angers me?
